im scared

i worked it was fun i worked for 4 hrs, ment to be 5 lol.
im scared... im going ot the party and im sacred... ill write more when i get home if its not to late...


well that was a party and a half!!!!.... hmm im so sad im so young lee went to heaven kate and michael went to the elephant and like im the only on going home:'( it depresses me!!! i want to be old enough to go out.... someone rang me on a private number and lee wanted to anwser it so she did, and all she was saying is this chick wanted her braclet back and i didnt know i had any ones braclet??? the only thing i can think of is rachels watch but she gave it to me. and lee was threating them and stuff she said they got scared and hung up it was funny, also frezzing outside but you know its the only place... alan saved me from the adluts.. i really didnt want to be there then i was having fun with lana and that guy dont know his name and then they all left got a cab into town stupid poeple leaving me behind!!!! :@ :'(
i want some one to help me... im in a muddle.... last ngiht i didnt really know what i was talking about but i was just pointing out some thing that i wanted to discusess and i shall now
the love in my life is gay..... every one is telling me not to worrie about it i am so young but it depresses me.. eveyr one tells me how they all think i m older well omg it fustrates me i wish.... no one loves me... every one was like blah blah blah and im like no and they like omg and stuff... you dont get it well nither do i so dont worie.. its sad.. and in my mind i miss it i want it and want it bad but i cant :'( well hhmmff.. la de dar.. im in a pickle
bye bye manda xoxo